3libraschild

hi. i'd say i've been gone for about a year from this account on deviantart. why are you back, you might ask, after such an interval of inactivity. well i was going through a kind of depression for reason i will not disclose here, and i feel that before i felt dA i was unfair to you all partcularly to one watcher or ex-watcher of mine. i was commissioned to do a work for them and i didn't follow through. since then i've lost a lot of importantly things in my life and learned more than a few lessons. ~onionfailplz (https://www.deviantart.com/onionfailplz) i'd like to apologize to you all, and i can only hope that you'll forgive me. Commissions wont be open again for a while,(m

well i've got a tumblr now... dont have much up but i think it'll be easier to commit to than livejournal ~dotdotdotplz (https://www.deviantart.com/dotdotdotplz) http://ardra-aalavadhaan.tumblr.com/ anyways, last night i had a somewhat depressing dream, which is obviously the product of a situation i'm currently facing. a very long story short i had a really great friend, who's a guy, and we were so close,almost to the point of being in a relationship. through a series of events we've grown apart, and right now im really being emotionally ripped apart by the distance. i kno hes going through so much right now, esp. with his parents divorcing and he feels a lil alone. i used to

well i'm not gonna talk about the billion things that have been on my mind lately, like the poor casting of green lantern, or how 'the last airbender' movie could have been better casted and written, or even how "expecto patronum" seems like an alcoholic drink reference... no what i wanna know is how everyones doing and what are they looking forward to in the up coming holidays :D